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Vicki D'Writer
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WHEN IT GETS TOO MUCH
<p>She said 'it can never be me o'</p><p>Rena laughed;</p><p>Of course it cannot be you </p><p>If life throws it at you, what will you do?</p><p> Little did i know that in a twinkle of an eye, my whole life would change.</p><p>In the flash of a second the story turned out to be 'it is SO me'.</p><p><br/></p><p>Four years in the university,</p><p>Learning from one school of thoughts to the other,</p><p>Seeking means to settle financial responsibility where the ones incharge could not carry on the duty;</p><p><br/></p><p>Though, it was just like four days;</p><p>Who could have thought i Rena would bag a degree;</p><p>and bag an extra degree of shame.</p><p><br/></p><p>Joyfully moved from the facility of learning,</p><p>To see what life has in store for me. </p><p>Little do i know a baby has being with me all along. </p><p><br/></p><p>There was chaos,</p><p>I brought shame;</p><p>Everything scattered and someway,</p><p>I am here.</p><p><br/></p><p>A bundle of Joy whom i grew to love,</p><p>I pledged giving her the best life;</p><p>Yet, being new to this and unprepared,</p><p>Everything seems to be moving fast.</p><p><br/></p><p>Degree bagged is still hanging;</p><p>Pressure of my equals ahead of me </p><p>While i take on duty of a Mother.</p><p>Little do they know....</p><p><br/></p><p>Little do they know the struggles in my head.</p><p>I messed up;</p><p>I broke alot;</p><p>I need to pick up the pieces and all i am asking is to be given space for the amends.</p><p><br/></p><p>Social Media you say?</p><p>My social life on the internet is unfiltered i guess. </p><p>But using it to judge my remorse?</p><p>Using it to judge my happiness?</p><p>If thats the case, my social life is fake.</p><p><br/></p><p>I am sorry for everything,</p><p>I am sorry to people i broke,</p><p>I am sorry i could not pretend to be sad when i am actually sad;</p><p><br/></p><p>But i believe i can make amends;</p><p>I can still achieve those goals;</p><p>I can still aim high and get it;</p><p>Its just a matter of time.</p><p>I can still be Me.</p><p><br/></p><p>You may not see it, </p><p>Its not the result you expect.</p><p>You may not see it;</p><p>I will achieve my own plans.</p><p><br/></p><p>Scold me;</p><p>Mock me;</p><p>Say the words;</p><p><br/></p><p>But;</p><p>When it gets too much,</p><p>I hope i can handle it.</p>
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