" it overshadows pain

It is big compared to sorrow

It is subtle , dangerous

It is numb.

When you can't feel

You do feel, but it is empty 

When there's a void you can't see

You can't identify.

Pain doesn't drive you insane

Sorrow doesn't drive you crazy

But to not feel and feel will drive you to madness 

The possibilities of " if " and " what if "

The ache that hides,

The hurt unidentified 

The emptiness is not empty -

The chaos happened to disappeared into it.

It is dangerous,

It is subtle,

It is madness.

Not because it is numb

But because it is a storm that refuses to show 

The sky has turned grey

The heart is lifted up high

Dark clouds emerge in its midst

The expectation is waiting 

But it stills

It is a loop

It is numb.

It is in you 

It is in me

I am not okay 

Neither are you."

N.B : whatever your interpretation might be, I just want you to know , no matter the darkness, no matter how thick the fog is , I want you to turn to God. Jesus is the light of the world, call upon him and he will hear you. Amen ❤️ 😊